The Week in Review

     I didn't really do that great this past week on losing weight but I did not gain. This time of year I feel happy if I do not gain weight because well, there is just not much to do in way of exercise. Yes I have my exercise ball and my Wii but can't seem to get a routine. I think it is because I am so tired when I get off work.

     Today I did get a lot of exercise shoveling snow however it made me half sick and I am sure I will hurt tomorrow because I am super sore tonight. Maybe some yoga will help me not be sore...

      I have been eating healthy this week so that helps. I was not eating enough for a few nights and unable to sleep so have decided I need to eat enough to get my rest.

     Hopefully next week I will find that key ingredient to getting back to losing..I think it is exercise. I will be so happy when it is nice out again.

Noah Goof bot

New Year, Healthier Me

     I have not been here in a while. It seems like every get healthy plan I come up with fails. Not because I am a failure, more because it is life and how things work. It seems like we as a people tend to make these big promises to ourselves and just can't quite keep them.  It is not for a lack of desire to get healthy and fit, I think it is just more of a lack of well, I'm not really sure what it is a lack of or that it is a lack of anything tangible. I think it is just how we are made, at least I know it is that way for me. I also think that it all has to be a lifestyle change and that change must be something we can step up to each day.

     I start out with big plans to get healthy. I know how to lose weight and get healthy, I've done it before. I had my Mad T Party exercise plan which was great for  a while, it was a lot of fun but after a while I found I did not have time to dance in front of the TV each night. So before I knew it the exercise program was done.

     My most successful exercise program was many years ago before I had kids when I exercised to Denise Austin's Carb light video. I actually loved it and felt like I was a part of her gym. I also liked my Kathleen Ireland video and felt like a part of that group. However I had kids and once they were older and life got busy I found I did not have time to work out in front of my TV.

     I have Wii Fit and it has proven a great program for me. But yet again I have the problem of finding time to work out in front of my Wii. I must say I love it though.

     I love my exercise ball and those tapes were fun too. But again, the same problem arose, time to get in front of the TV.

     The programs I found least successful were going to the gym. I did not like going there, not because I didn't like the workout but more because I felt out of place. The people there were athletic and I just do not fit into that kind of mold. I did not fit there when I was thin either.

     Walking is good exercise in the summer time, but in the winter it is out unless you want to pay money to walk inside. That takes me to the rec center where the athletic people go and I just feel very uncomfortable there so find I don't go an participate as often as I need to.

     So here I sit trying to figure out what to do, how to get fit and healthy. I've had a wake-up call from my body, in November it decided to let me know it is not happy with me. My liver has fatty tissue and it is mostly due to my weight. I found out from a gal bladder ultrasound.  This has forced me to eat better which is helping with weight loss. But now I need to come up with a plan to not only lose weight but to get healthy. I'm 50 years old and it is not as easy to lose, my energy level is not what it used to be and getting fit and healthy is just hard to do.

    Here is what I plan to do now...I am going to use this blog as my check-point. I won't check in with progress daily because that is just too hard to do with my job and also sometimes there's not much to say. I plan to check in weekly or maybe twice a week. I will continue eating healthy. That does not mean starving and it does not mean depriving myself of those things I love. It means adding more veggies and fruit to my diet, eating less and exercising. As for my exercise routine, I'm not sure what to do there yet. I will probably mix it up and use my exercise ball sometimes, other times the Wii Fit and I might pull out my Denise Austin tapes too. By mixing it up maybe I won't get bored. When the weather is warm I'll go walking.

     So here's to the new year and a healthier me. I would like to look like this again but can't turn back the hands of time...







So I'll settle for this...

Mad T Party Weight Loss Day 3

     Well I have done great at eating better today and did good yesterday too. I am proud of myself. I have not totally deprived myself of the things I love, am just cutting down and not eating late.

     I did not exercise last night because I couldn't get in front of the TV to dance but tonight I danced my heart out to the Mad T Party band. Tonight Josh was Hatter, Michael was March Hare and Todd was Door Mouse. Such a fun group to dance to.

     I stepped on the scales this morning and have lost 2 lbs. It isn't mounumental but hey, it is a loss and a good one at that.

    I will not update daily because well, there isn't enough to say in one day, not even really in two.

T Party Weight Loss Program

     Well I am going to try very hard to stay on track this time and lose this weight. I did not do great on eating today because I was super stressed but, I exercised and drank a lot of water which hopefully will counteract the calories.

     Here is my new plan, I plan to dance to the Mad T Party Band each night, I will dance for at least 30 minutes and that should give me plenty of exercise. I have a lot of DVD from my vacation.

     I danced my 30 minutes tonight and it was just so much fun. What a great way to exercise. Tonight I danced with Josh and Todd. That is Josh Disan and Todd McCool, the Hatter and Door Mouse.

     Tomorrow I plan to eat better and dance again.

     I will keep you posted....

Getting Back the Attractive Me is in My Hands

     Sometimes we have way too much time to think. I do for sure. Today I got to thinking about being 52 and well, very overweight. I also got to thinking about how I used to be pretty and even when I wasn't pretty in person I was photogenic. There were times when I actually looked good. I do not see that anymore. When I look at pictures of myself now, I literally want to cry. I avoid mirriors as much as I can and well, I am just not happy with myself.

     Today I got to thinking that I really do not want a man in my life but I want to be the kind of woman a man looks at. I realized that even though I am 52 I could still be attractive, I could still turn heads and well darn it, as starnge as that sounds, I want to turn heads.

     My main inspiration today for getting my butt in gear and really getting on track is that I want to have the good looking guys in the Mad T Party Band actually look at me next year. I know, I know, they could be my kids. That is ok...I still want to be looked at in that special way...I can get back to that even at my age... but it is all in my hands.

     I am not comfortable with myself right now, I do not like feeling all this fat when I sit down. It bothers me. I do not feel attractive and so I want to get to a weight where I feel attractive again. No I do not WABT to, I WILL get to that weight. It is in me, and I will get there. Wanting it won't happen, that is not enough, I have to just do it. Sadly it is not easy.

     Today was day 2 and I have done good so far. I stayed under 1000 calories, drank a lot of water and am going to do some exercises.

Getting Back on Track

     I have been slacking the last several months regarding writing here. I was doing good with my eating and losing weight for a while there though. I hadn't lost all I wanted when I went on vacation but was working my way down. Then I went on vacation and that was my green light to eat.

     I did gain a little weight while on vacation but lost that not long after I returned to my normal life. But then about a week after I returned home, things in life became very stressful and there have been many changes. They are temporary changes but have had poor results.

     I am not a person to eat when I get depressed but, when I am stressed I do eat. I have been extremely stressed the last few weeks. I eat more than I should and do not get exercise like I should.

     I keep telling myself I will get on track tomorrow. Well tomorrow is here and I am going to get back on track, no more excuses.

     I plan to keep my eating journal and write down every calorie I put into my body. I will keep them under 1000 for the first week. Then I will work up to 1200 calories. I just want to shrink my stomach at first though.

     I might not start my exercise program yet because well, there are too many people around all the time and my wii is buried behind stuff. Plus my joints are so achy that I need to feel better first. But soon as I can I will get on a program again.

     So, I will try to write here once a day, if not at least once a week. And so as Peter Pan says....Here we go.....